Sunday, February 15, 2009
you are loved
i got myself a challenging job.a job that i can learn and get in touch with the real society!
i'm going to kk hosp for da ccf orientation on thurs!
i'm sorta finding my direction in my life.
i'm missing my darling.
he might be comin back on monday!
i'm lookin forward to monday.
=)
My Everyday's Life
13:27
Friday, February 06, 2009
you are loved
i'm prayin hard tt i'll get that job.
and i'm missing my botak like crazy~~~~~
yes gekhui,army is depriving me of my boyfriend too!!!arghhhhh...
My Everyday's Life
00:31
Sunday, January 25, 2009
you are loved
hahas.i'm no longer working at da boring place again.!cos i got sacked.zzz.hahas.but hey,it's not cos i'm inefficient or wadsoever yea.it's cos da company wana cut cost and so they decided to remove all temp staffs.yea,so i'm removed.my collegues-the two aunties and rafeah gave me farewell gift.and i felt so paise for not giving them any.gahs.rafeah is really a nice person and i'm glad tt i had a good chat with her b4 i went.=)
ARGH.!and now,i've to start lookin for a job again! dread this.okays.lets pray hard tt i get a job soon~~
i'm teachin tuition now too.my tutee is my godma's niece.yep.i think teachin is really a challenge cos ya will get to meet with different kinds of students and the way tt you handle them is always different.nana is different from da girl whom i taught previously.and yes,i look forward in teachin her the next lesson!and i'm gona try my best to help her improve her maths.=)
and hohoho,my darling is back!i couldnt stand his horrible botak head and i went to buy him a cap ytd.wahahas.lalalas.xpp
i'm a happy happy girl!
happy cny,pple.=)
My Everyday's Life
21:16
Monday, January 19, 2009
you are loved
My Everyday's Life
22:46
Thursday, January 15, 2009
you are loved
ever since my godma left me, i've started to think bout many things.many things just keep running through my mind. her death was so sudden that i did not know how to react to it.it has already been more than a mth.but everything still seems so unreal to me.i still cant accept da fact tt she has left me.i regretted not spending more time with her.i regretted not calling her more often.i regretted.jc life was indeed busy,but if i had actually took more time out for her.if.yea.if.everything is too late now. this is da first time someone whom i love so much left me.and that was the time when i realised tt life is so short and so unpredictable.we always know tt we must cherish the pple around us b4 it's too late.yea.i know tt.but i guess i did not make enough effort to do so. therefore,i'm constantly reminding myself now to show more care and concern to my parents,my uncle papa,my friends etc.bcos i'm afraid of losing the pple tt i love.
talkin bout my life.what is it that i want?what is it that i want to achieve in my life?
my future.it's so blurred.i don't know what lies ahead of me.it's this sense of insecurity tt makes me fear. as the a level's results release day draws nearer and nearer,my hearts starts to beat faster and faster everytime i think of it. i've worked so hard for it and i don't wana fall at this critical moment. cos it will be this set of results tt will determine my future. i don't know. what if my results are not desirable? maybe i will retake my a's.but again,i'm afraid of failure. so what if my results are desirable?of course,i'll be over da moon. but then again, i don't know. i've always wanted to get into accountin course and i was rather firm on it. however, recently,i've given it a second thought. i don't wana work in an office which is dull and boring.yea,just like da workin environment i'm in now. pple don't interact with each other and they only bury themselves in their own work. it's a simple job cos it's like a routine. ya just keep doin the same things everyday again and again.yea.just keep typin.and i don't even have to use any of my brain cells.i know this is not the kind of job tt i want.i want something challenging.something tt will give me a sense of achievement.a job tt i can interact with pple and not the comp. however,i have zero idea of what is da kind of job tt suits me da best.
i'm just so lost.so confused.i'm afraid of makin decisions.i'm afraid of growing up.
My Everyday's Life
23:21
Monday, January 12, 2009
you are loved
yay.da cancer foundation in-charge finally replied me! gekhui and i have sent in our application forms.there's an orientation on feb 19 (tentative date) for da volunteers too! wootsy~i'm so so lookin forward to it.=D
and my job is SUPER UBER BORING !!!! arghhh..cant stand it.they dont allow me to play games.read books.when i've got like
N-O-T-H-I-N-G to do.well,they only allow me to stone.=.= yea.stone.wadever.i dread goin to work now.esp when jk cant fetch me after work le.zzzzzzzzzzzz..
11more dayss!!!!! =DDD *MEGA MEGA WATTS!
and i'm gona meet up with shur soon!
lalalas.
My Everyday's Life
23:19
Saturday, January 10, 2009
you are loved
boo hoos.my kwek is in army now!miss him soso much.=( counting down to da day he books out!!!and i will loveee to see his lovely BOTAK head.wahahahahs.gekhui,prepare da spray paints!xp
ooo~i finally bought my cny clothingss!!went shoppin with gekhui today at some place tt is so like fareast.and thanks to my so wonderful brain,i got da place all wrong.and we travelled all da way to tanjong pagar and realised tt it's not dere.=.= whahahas.how smart of me yea.so,we spent like 2hours plus travelling to our destination when we can reach there in like ehh..half an hour. and we bought dresses there!!!!felt so sinful.cos i spent 70bucks on two dresses.gahs.but the two dresses are soo~~prettyyy..and we bought shoes too.wanted to buy bag,but gahs.we concluded tt we shouldnt spend so much so we didnt buy it in da end.we didnt finishin shoppin but gekhui has to go meet her bf le b4 her bf kills me for snatchin her away.hahhas!and yea.we had a hard time findin da bus stop home too!gahs,how i miss jk at tt time.but luckily,there's gekhui.see,i'm giving ya credits.hahas.yea,thanks to gekhui.we FINALLY found da bus stop.yay~and home sweet home~~!!!
goin shoppin with my mummy and didi tmr!
tada~13 more days~!
My Everyday's Life
23:05
